the boyfriend's grandfather passed away today. i'm guessing it was his time and he decided to go on a tight schedule for the two of us. but it is funny how quickly all plans go out the window once something tragic happens. i care for the boyfriend and his family so much that i'm fast to let go of all my plans with my family. we had plane tickets to dallas to see my sisters last major cheerleading competition and a paid hotel room with my mother, who is more like a friend to me then a mother, and bam, all those plans are trashed.
of course i feel selfish and i want to go. i want us to skip out on his family thing and go to mine. we need this vacation. however, what i want and what is best are two different things. no matter how much i want it i know that my place isn't in dallas. some higher power has made it clear that i'm not to go. and deep down i'm okay with that. i will not regret my decision to stay behind. i would regret it more if i went while the one i plan on making all my other plans with was back in south georgia hurting. we need each other. i love him dearly.
if anyone reads this then please put his family in your hearts over the holiday. its going to be a rough few days. happy valentine's day.
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Good decission! To tell the truth!
I would be pissed off to. Well! Life is not fair sometimes. You have to get along with!
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thanks for the encouragement. we ended up going anyway. so sometimes things work out alright. hope all is well.
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