getting a little burly.

i really need to shave my face. its been almost a week and i'm starting to almost resemble a man. i lack the ability to grow any kind of facial hair. so i usually can go about a week without shaving before i get scruffy and its time to get rid of it all. it'll happen tomorrow before work.

the boyfriend's grandfather hasn't showed any signs of getting better or getting worse. its still pretty much a sad issue and he's suffering. i hope that he's able to go and go soundly. it saddens my heart when bad things happen to good people but i have to remember that sometimes good people are 96 years old. at 96 i guess you're pretty much ready to get going on the next adventure you embark on. which in most cases would be the afterlife.

on a different note... i got raped this weekend by a private framer in town. i took two pieces of art work to get matted because my portfolio for review is due on march 3rd and i'm trying to get all my pieces presentable. well for two pieces to just get matted, not framed, was 60.00. i went to hobby lobby two weeks ago and got four pieces done for 50.00. hobby lobby did a shitty job though so i'm hoping this framer does a kick ass job because for those outrageous prices they better bring something to the table.

i'm leaving for dallas on thursday. i've never been on a plane before so i'm uber nervous. if the boyfriend's grandpa has something tragic happen then i won't be going though. i would definately put family, even extended family, before any kind of self enjoyment in instances like that. however, we are counting for heading out on thursday, so please think about us and think about our saftey. i'm sure that i'll post a youtube video of my sister's performance regardless on if i go or not. she's amazing and i'm super proud of her. her team has made it to the nationals for like five years in a row and never left second place. they've always taken first. so i'm really proud of her and super excited that i'll be seeing her in person. even if they don't win i'm still extremely proud.

i'm off for the night. school is tomorrow and 7 o'clock will not delay itself. goodnight and behave.